Saturday, June 2, 2012

Starting to draw again






I used to sketch/draw professionally when I was 12 years old, and now I lost my talent, my sisters were kind of sad that I must get it back, jesh I didn't knew that they wanted me to draw badly and supporting me...

I'll never forget that I drew in the middle of the night from 12am until 5am to draw three peasant men and my sisters were watching me until I finished! like seriously they were helping me to erase this and that ! I'll never forget how they were supporting me...

I still have some of my drawings which I kept it... except for that three peasant men which my mother torn apart :( so I kept the others secretly ! and guess what? my mother regret that she torned the hardest drawing I ever drawn !

anyways so I got a sketch pad to keep my drawings, it suppose to be just a sketch, a black pencil something but anyhow it's my sketch pad so I'll use whatever I want.

I know I know my drawings look childish hehehe but hey I'm learning all over again.

Friday, June 1, 2012

Sad Songs


If I hurt someone, or getting bad comments/opinion about me, I get ready to leave...

I feel awful about myself... I know I may not be perfect but hearing negative things about me, I still feel bad... and in this stage, I feel like I want to fly away cause that's how I usually do, but I'll try to hold on and fix myself instead.

but I'm losing my self-esteem, I hated, I want to hear and feel good about myself...

I really want to love myself again, I miss 2011 !

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Busy Bee Babe



Helloo my Dearishessss !

Wow, everything happens so fast which I still can't believe that I'm really growing up everyday ! 
well there are things that came true which I still think I may had a deal with a Satan in my sleeping... and no there is one thing I really need in my life that it's not easy to get , please god make it happen :)

well I'll post things by next month since I'm really busy these days, wow waking up everyday at 7 in the morning, is just not my thing aaaah!



Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Congrats Mark Zuckerberg


Mark Zuckerberg is happily married to Priscilla Chan !
Wow, I'm so Happi for both of them, Congratulation ^_^

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Yay : Sebago shoes


hehe I'm wearing a pajama :P


Yay of the day ! I have finally received Sebago Spinnaker Boat Shoes!
they fit me perfectly !

Shop @ Sebago

Friday, May 18, 2012

Don't Use Her


I'm sweet, with kind gentle heart, been with heart-breakers, hope you're not one of them.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

IloveGelatissimoCafe

Yum Yum we really enjoyed our time there! my sister and I had lime flavor and Leon had mango with chocolate flavors something ! the place is pretty awesome to relax and have some chit chat :D